I hate myself this morning

I hate myself this morning
I think I must confess
I hate myself this morning
I’m afraid I can’t digress

I hate myself this morning for crying on the phone
I hate myself this morning for letting you know that I feel alone
I hate myself this morning for depriving myself of sleep
I hate myself this morning for conversations far from deep

I hate myself this morning
I think I must confess
I hate myself this morning
I’m afraid I can’t digress

I hate myself this morning for ending up where I said I wouldn’t
I hate myself this morning for doing what I always thought I couldn’t
I hate myself this morning for selling myself short
I hate myself this morning for not sticking to mission abort

I hate myself this morning
I think I must confess
I hate myself this morning
I’m afraid I can’t digress

I hate myself this morning for being caught off guard
I hate myself this morning for my blatant disregard
I hate myself this morning for being such a suck
I hate myself this morning for not wishing you good luck

I hate myself this morning
I think I must confess
I hate myself this morning
I’m afraid I can’t digress

I hate myself this morning for thinking I’m Doctor Seuss
I hate myself this morning for being your ego’s devout masseuse
I hate myself this morning for words I twist and contort
I hate myself this morning for all the deceit that needs a sieve to sort

I hate myself this morning
I think I must confess
I hate myself this morning
I’m afraid I can’t digress

I hate myself this morning for being angry at the world and it being cruel
I hate myself this morning for playing the role of the pandering fool
I hate myself this morning for feeling this crappy way
I hate myself this morning for letting the drama ruin the play