Lemons

2:55 am… infomercials are the thing of the hour… each promising a better life… clearer skin… a firmer body…easier cooking… better cleaning…. and last but not least… a fulfilling love life…a plethora of channels and not one single decent thing on to drown out the noise in my head… the thoughts that eat at my soul…the sad ordinance of my life...anything to numb the mind and keep it away from evaluating the inadequacy of just being normal. But there is none… no answer… no truth… no point…just time… years… months… days… hours… minutes and seconds…and no matter how they are spent…they pass…the successful succeed… the happy continue to find joy… the important excel at significance…and all the while the oblivious grow in ignorance and the bland continue to loose flavor… there is no zest for life…just lemons…